I’m just. so. tired.

First, another lesson on Hypothyroidism, in case you have not already figured it out.

6 days without running makes one weak.  HA.  Thought I was gonna say something else, huh?  Let me try this.  Montana goes to a really advanced learning school.  They stressed from the beginning the dangers of missing too much school.  Missing one day was the equivalent of missing a whole week at MT’s school.  >yikes<  So we are always careful about his absences.  The connection?  There probably isn’t one.  But in my weakened state, I made one up.  If I miss one day of running, I talk myself into running the next.  But if I miss a whole week?  Or a group of days?  Like say…6?  It’s like starting from scratch.  And I know in my head I just have to do it.  I just have to do it.

It’s just not that easy.

So, I am tired.  I am falling asleep at the counter.  I’m struggling.

I’m hoping tomorrow it’ll be warm enough…I’ll aim for outside.

I know the deadline.  I see it on the calendar and I am not afraid. I just have to kickstart my broken ass self. 🙁