I figured out today I have six packages to mail. Every year is throws me. I don’t know why. Since Sean is in MT I called him and implored (implored…hm…he’s pretty great. I just asked him) and he picked up a few gifts while he was already in MT. So I’m actually down to six. The crazy thing is one of them is headed to MT so if I was more organized this year…yep. Could have gone with me three weeks ago or with Sean on Saturday. I cannot continue to be this “off”.
I am feeling a little more in control. Baby steps. My lists are insane but totally carrying me through. I powered through about 20 (not joking) items today. Transferring three items to tomorrow’s list.
My imagination goes crazy and I want to do EVERYTHING for the holidays. I have to narrow it down to just the best things. I think I’ll start with putting up the stinkin’ tree. **side note** I actually need some assistance for this as I can’t move a particular piece of furniture by myself and my darling son and I barely see each other. My goal is TOMORROW. TOMORROW. See what I did there? If I capitalize it and make it REALLY BIG it’ll come true.
I’m going to try and put a few miles in first thing in the morning to try and jump start my day. I always feel so much better and I haven’t done that in a long time. With Sean gone I don’t sleep well. I’m awake at like…4am. So I figure I may as well get up and run. Let’s see what happens!
Have a baby picture. Because…he’s pretty. (it’s a whole year old..I have GOT to take more photos)
Run today. But also…be kind to people. And not just because it’s the holidays. Be generous of spirit.