I absolutely refuse to have a bad day today. It’s just not going to happen.

And this better just be a cold I’ve got (thank you SO much Alexander Michael) or I’m in big trouble per my lack of health insurance. Ha
Health insurance update:

They did in fact cancel the insurance on purpose.

They said the new insurance would be retroactive to the date the old insurance was canceled.

We still definitely have questions because we have two specialists that need to be authorized and we need to make sure they are going to be covered by the new insurance.

I’m seriously not happy about how this was handled by his company. Sean is always incredibly on the ball with insurance stuff so this was a crazy thing to happen out of the blue.

Meanwhile…we’re being very careful. Walkin’ around all…uninsured and all.

I’ll probably have a stroke worrying about it. sigh.

 

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Tomorrow is my last day of work. Today was very relaxed. I’m finishing up some filing and trying to get some stuff done. I had a few transactions, too. But they were high and I dealt with high dollar amounts.

End of the day…I was $100 short.

I’ve never been $100 short before. I’ve been off but it’s usually from a counterfeit (our machines just don’t catch everything) or something I can explain pretty easily.  This one I just have to own.

Oh man it was so painful. What a way to leave my job…I can’t even think about it.
I was so stressed about it my co worker said to stop worrying. What are they going to do, fire me?

I wasn’t worrying about that. I just don’t like leaving on such a sour note. I do good work and I don’t want this to be what I leave behind. Unfortunately it is.

I asked her how she can be so relaxed about it. Why she never ever worries. Her favorite line is “whatever. What does it matter?”

That is so not my mantra.

She said, “I used to worry all the time. Then I prayed. You need to pray. You need to find God.”

Nope…I have God in my life. He gets me through every day with love and grace. Thankyouverymuch.

And yet I still like things to be just so. Finished right and taken care of to a proper level of completion.

I’m not even a type A person. I can’t imagine being that level.

 

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When I got home tonight I my little Skosh cat was sneezing….a lot.

He just kept sneezing.

Enough to get my attention sneezing.

For hours. and hours. and hours.

I got home at 4:45 (who knows how many hours before I got home)…I looked at him, held him, and just watched him. Nothing. Still sneezing.

Sean and MT were suitably concerned. This little cat was definitely upset with the sneezes.

I accessed the Google Box and it said it could be about 10 different things but I suspected a blade of grass or a grass seed. But I didn’t see anything in there. What the hell?  We had just decided to take him in to the vet when he had one huge sneezing fest and I couldn’t take it anymore. I felt SO BAD for him I picked him up and held him and that’s when I saw it.

I saw a tiny little tip of what appeared to be a blade of grass coming out of his nose…he’d finally sneezed enough to get it to start coming out.

I held him while Sean tried to grab it out but finally had to get tweezers. He managed to get hold of the tip…Skosh flinched back and no freaking joke Sean pulled out a THREE INCH THICK BLADE OF GRASS THROUGH THIS POOR CAT’S NOSE>

He nearly immediately became a marshmallow in my arms and let me hold him for like…twenty minutes…just crashed.

I cannot imagine the relief. My poor little Skosh.

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I took my migraine to bed (really…are you surprised?) and when I woke up Sean was running to Burger King to grab something to eat for him and MT.

Now you KNOW it was a rough day.

He gets back twenty minutes later and they have screwed up the order.

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Tomorrow is a new day…last day of work…goodbyes to friends (that I will definitely see again because they are family now).

And goodbye’s to customers that I love.

Birthday party for a beautiful girl that we miss with our whole hearts…

Gotta love Friday.

Run on…

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8 Responses to I absolutely refuse to have a bad day today. It’s just not going to happen.

  1. Hugs! Like I said yesterday, I’m so far behind in everything that’s going on. But I saw this and wanted to let you know I’m thinking of you and sending you good thoughts. What a serious of crappy things!! Hope you get the insurance figured out soon. And glad Skosh is ok. Conway has been sneezing like crazy lately, but we can’t seem to find an obvious cause =/ (And his fits don’t last quite as long at least!)

    • tess conley

      Thanks Darling! LOVE that tattoo. So gorgeous. Hope the itching doesn’t make you crazy.

      • Thanks! I’m sure the itching will drive me crazy. Hasn’t really started yet… Good thing it’s somewhere I can’t easily scratch in public…

        • tess conley

          I hope the itching NEVER starts for you and heals beautifully! And hilarious…I laughed out loud when I read that you can’t scratch it easily in public. ha. That would be awkward.

  2. Jan coffee

    Poor Skosh, bet he slept well last night. Unbelievable that you were so short…just what you needed right now! Well, hang in there, I am thinking of you today.

    • tess conley

      I know, right? I feel so bad for him. I think he’s much happier.

      I was so bummed about being short. Ridiculous. I’m not perfect. But I’m very careful so I was very sad. Thanks for the love. Helped me get through the day I think. 🙂

  3. Jan coffee

    I cannot believe you were short on your last week. So sad. But I did want to say if you are not a type A you are at least a B+, lol.

    • tess conley

      I am most probably a B+. I can totally see that. 🙂 The state of my kitchen table right now dictates I could not at all be a type A. It is total and absolute chaos. I am determined to find it tomorrow.