Do you think it was the weed? pretty sure clarity is not one of it’s side effects…

My first action of the day was my workout with Miss G. (yep. at the park. And yes…same people were enjoying their favorite pasttime. I only got hit twice. Man…I cannot tell you how freaking strong it is. It’s like they are standing on the other side of the fence just blowing it right to us)

My second was to cancel my hotel in Chicago.

I’m sure you can guess my third.

I was going to wait until the last official day to do it but after this morning it’s just so clear I’m thinking God is up there shaking his head at me like…Chick. I can’t make my point any clearer.

Deferring Chicago was hard. Mostly because I just didn’t want to let Michelle down. It’s a race I’ve always wanted to do and on the heels of NYC which was SO great I just thought I wanted to be a part of that with her. Especially since NY was difficult for her. But she’s trained so well and I don’t want to contribute to her race not being amazing.

I get it. Sometimes you have to hit me in the head. But I get it.

Took long enough.

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I’ve had a lot going on. Let’s face it.

Shall we list? Who doesn’t love a list…

My work was closed by the Men in Black. FDIC. Evil Bastards.

Face Will Smith animated GIF

Then the new guys moved in.

The big ugly happened.

My uncle died. My mom’s baby brother. 🙁

My hypothyroid numbers jumped through the roof.

I remembered I’m supposed to go to NYC with my husband. THIS WEEKEND> no pressure. I just forgot an entire trip until oh..last week.

I gave my notice and left my work of three years.

My son’s car died. (fixed…$300)

My husband’s car died. (transmission. $2700...still at the shop while we figure that one out)

We lost our health insurance. (update! We are insured again! That was a stressful week. I’m not going to lie. Still waiting to hear if they will approve the specialists. We’ll see).

My husband gave his notice at his job of 18 years (18 YEARS! That’s MT! That’s as long as we’ve been in COLORADO!) and is taking a new job at a new company. (on that note, thank HEAVEN it’s official)

*** oh…did I forget to mention that on here?  Sorry! Well that’s because we’ve been in waiting mode for like…THREE WEEKS! This does NOT make Sean a cheerful person for all of you who are like “Oh SEAN…he’s so wonderful…” >swoon<  What.ever. He CAN be grouchy. (when I told him I was going to write a blog post about how grouchy he was he said, “go ahead. no one will believe you”. LOL See? we’ve convinced him he’s awesome. It’s all gone to his head now. He’s a goner.***

Battled more migraines than usual with the Botox

And of course…I cancelled Chicago.  

This is since July 10. I’d bet money I could add to it but that’s just off the top of my head. As I write that I think…huh. I wonder why I’m not healing??

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One step at a time.

Morning Prayer.

A little quiet time (my version of meditation)

A little yoga

A little gratitude for how incredibly lucky I am

Skittles (taste the rainbow)

And then…

Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace, and gratitude:

Run on…with grace

 

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3 Responses to Do you think it was the weed? pretty sure clarity is not one of it’s side effects…

  1. Kristen

    Umm, yeah. You definitely have a lot going on. I think you did the right thing deferring. Between your Achilles and everything else you just listed, throwing a marathon on top of it all was darn near impossible! Chicago isn’t going anywhere. Slow down and take care of yourself. And I’m so glad the new job came through for Sean!

    • tess conley

      Yeah. I was talking to one of my cop friends yesterday and he said…or…you’re just old. HAHAHA.

      Well, I guess that’s a possibility. But I’m going to slot that in somewhere else. I have plenty for old…Achilles tendon issues…not in there. That’s just me somehow being dumb. And THANKS! I’ll pass that on to Mr. Wonderful. ::eyeroll:: haha.

  2. Oh my goodess! That’s a lot going on =/ *hugs* for you. You made the right choice about Chicago (but it still sucks 🙁 )